hella

in love with my boyfriend

>Emily

That lasted long

Jesus broke up with me for the second day, 9 days after he asked me out. So we broke up the 27th. Just my luck, eh?

Getting my heart broken again, letting myself down, and admitting my father was right all in one night, what more could've gone wrong?

But just so you all know I'm doing alright, I'm doing well at work, I'm not letting things get to me that much. I've been hanging out with ex boyfriends left and right, but I always seem to remember what drew me to them in the first place. They all have specific qualities that I love so much. I just wish I could take every good thing from every guy and shove them all into one guy that will just be there for me forever, you know? I kinda have a guy like that, but there's nothing I can do about that now.

>Emily

P.S.
These are my goals for the next few weeks:

1- skateboard around a little bit
2- make myself proud of being me
3- do really well at work
4- establish new friendships with the people I work with
5- meet someone new
6- hang out with more people from my past
7- start school off with a clean slate [probably wont happen]
8- love myself
9- make my father proud
10- make someone feel good about themself.

Pop Pop Pop

So, just so everyone knows.

I'm back with Jesus, I'm happy, I'm exhausted from the heat, I'm tired of working, I still love work though, I work at Zumiez, I'm lactose intolerant, I'm going to lay down for a while...

I miss school. Sadly.

>Emily

Hello everyone, just thought I'd stop by and say hello...